Thursday, December 22, 2011

Finding Meaning and Happiness - Part II

I know that you have all been dying to see the follow-up to my blog from yesterday. You probably weren't able to sleep last night. Am I right? :)

Well, I won't keep you waiting any longer!

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46. What’s something that’s harder for you than it is for most people?
Trusting people and letting people get too close to my heart.

47. What are the top three qualities you look for in a friend?
Honesty, acceptance of me, even with all my flaws, and someone who I can laugh with.

48. If you had a friend who spoke to you in the same way that you sometimes speak to yourself, how long would you allow that person to be your friend?
Ha - I would probably cut them immediately :) I am pretty hard on myself.

49. When you think of ‘home,’ what, specifically, do you think of?
A safe, comfortable place where I can come home, take my pants off and be myself :)

50. What’s the most valuable thing you own?
If we are talking about just an object - it would be my engagement ring - the main diamond in it came from Dan's grandmother's ring. It is valuable monetarily as well as emotionally.

51. If you had to move 3000 miles away, what would you miss most?
Friends and Family

52. What would make you smile right now?
A glass of wine and a bubble bath

53. What do you do when nothing else seems to make you happy?
Put music on really loud, dance around and sing at the top of my lungs

54. What do you wish did not exist in your life?
In my whole life... I wish that I did not have the memories of my childhood that I do. In my life right now, I wish that I was stress free.

55. What should you avoid to improve your life?
Negative self talk

56. What is something you would hate to go without for a day?
Starbucks Chai Tea Lattes... oh, and I guess Dan

57. What’s the biggest lie you once believed was true?
Santa Claus...

58. What’s something bad that happened to you that made you stronger?
The first 12 years of my life... but that's a whole other novel.

59. What’s something nobody could ever steal from you?
My fight... I will never let myself give up

60. What’s something you disliked when you were younger that you truly enjoy today?
The History Channel

61. What are you glad you quit?
Trying to make everyone else happy by being someone I'm not.

62. What do you need to spend more time doing?
Working out! Hehe.
Taking to to reflect on all the blessings I have and spending a little more quality time at church.

63. What are you naturally good at?
I don't really feel like I'm naturally good at anything. But I work really hard to be good at things - like photography and baking.

64. What have you been counting or keeping track of recently?
My blessings and everything I have to be grateful for.

65. What has the little voice inside your head been saying lately?
That anything is possible

66. What’s something you should always be careful with?
Someones heart

67. What should always be taken seriously?
commitments, vows and promises

68. What should never be taken seriously?
You should never take yourself too seriously. You should always be able to laugh at yourself.

69. What are three things you can’t get enough of?
Love, Happiness, Laughter

70. What would you do differently if you knew nobody would judge you?
I can't even think of anything that I would do differently.

71. What fascinates you?
I am truly fascinated by how human nature has changed over time - how people interact with each other, how people act, the things they say

72. What’s the difference between being alive and truly living?
To me, being alive is just that - you are breathing, your heart beating, etc., but just going with the flow - not really adding to the world or getting much out of it. If you are just alive, you will look back and wonder where all the time went. Living is experiences, seeking to achieve your dreams, failing, succeeding, gaining experience and wisdom, laying on your death bed with absolutely no regrets.

73. What’s something you would do every day if you could?
Read. I absolutely love getting lost in books.

74. At what time in your recent past have you felt most passionate and alive?
After the 1/2 marathon that we did... it was so invigorating, so humbling - it was crazy to get so much out of a 13 mile run.

75. Which is worse, failing or never trying?
Never trying... because you'll never know

76. What makes you feel incomplete?
Feeling like I have no idea where I come from

77. When did you experience a major turning point in your life?
During my first year of college I was an emotional train wreck. After nearly failing out of college, it really hit me that I am responsible for my life - for my failure and successes - and that I could be someone in this world.

78. What or who do you wish you lived closer to?
I wish I lived closer to Kim and I wish that I lived closer to AJ, Stacy, Colin & Brenny.

79. If you had the opportunity to get a message across to a large group of people, what would your message be?
That it is not our place to judge people - we need to accept people as they are and not judge them and try to make them who we want them to be.

80. What’s something you know you can count on?
I know I can count on my friends and family supporting me no matter what I do... They love me :)

81. What makes you feel comfortable?
joking around


my appreciation for all the good in my life

83. What will be different about your life in exactly one year?
Hopefully a lot ;)

84. What mistakes do you make over and over again?
Some people might think it is a mistake, but I don't - I always look to find the good in people, no matter what.

85. What do you have a hard time saying “no” to?
I have a hard time saying no at work. I take on a lot of extra because no matter how hard I try I can't seem to make myself say no.

86. Are you doing what you believe in, or are you settling for what you are doing?
I would have to say that I feel like I was settling before with my full time job, but that I am now moving towards doing what I believe in with my photography.

87. What’s something that used to scare you, but no longer does?
Being married - I used to think maybe I wasn't cut out to be committed to just one person - that maybe I was screwed up when it came to relationships because I always got restless. Now I wouldn't have it any other way!

88. What promise to yourself do you still need to fulfill?
That I will take everything I have learned in my life and be the best possible mother that I can be someday.

89. What do you appreciate most about your current situation?
That I have room to grow and learn as a person.

90. What’s something simple that makes you smile?
Listening to Bailey snore

91. So far, what has been the primary focus of your life?
My career

92. How do you know when it’s time to move on?
When I have gotten to a point when I am no longer inspired by what I am doing

93. What’s something you wish you could do one more time?
This is going to sound silly, but I wish I could go back to college times and go to one more frat party with my friends, get drunk and dance the night away

94. When you’re 90-years-old, what will matter to you the most?
My family

95. What would you regret not fully doing, being, or having in your life?
I would regret not following my dreams, no being the best person I can be, and not having a life full of love and laughter.

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